Life goes on and so do we.

So in mid-July my husband calls me from work. He says " I got a promotion today, I start in OKC tomorrow." OKC is 6 hours away! He just told be the weekend before that he was "trying" to be in love with me. How do I trust him enough to move my precious children and myself away from all we know?  Sometimes I think I am TOO faithful. I started packing boxes and preparing my older kids for the move from their school. I have doubts. every. single. day. He keeps saying it is a new state. new start. The only bonus I see is that SHE will no longer be anywhere near my husband. The weekend before had been so traumatic for me, it was like finding our about the affair all over again. We were out of town in a condo with out internet service. My husband has a cell broadband card and set up his lap top for me to use. I am NOSEY! I started snooping and there were all these images of everywhere they had been together, and get this...they were taken just a couple of weeks before. JUST. ANOTHER. SLAP. IN . THE . FACE. He even had a pic she had taken of a movie still picture he had obviously given her. It was a still that I had given HIM as a gift. Talk about an ultimate slap in the face! I regifted your thoughtful gift to my girlfriend...I just ooze class.